meep.

2005-11-29T10:55:00.000+08:00

MOVED!!
please relink me!!

http://feelthelove-.blogspot.com/

I LOVE YA PEOPLE! haha.

2005-11-28T13:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fun!

liying and i went to panyun again.
PANYUN RAWKS.
hahaha.

i shall practise hard!

after panyun's house, we went to bugis.
took neoprints! that machine chao fun.
then.. walked around.
and shiquan came!

continued to walk around.
liying and i bought bands, like braclets.
converse de.

i took the green, she took the black.

..

and she lost it. -.-

NEVERMINDS.
we shall buy other stuffs next time.

then went to the national library.
inspected the toilet.
and i went for tuition le.

campus superstar.
jerlyn din get in.
hannah couldn't go cause of her chicken pox.
the other people, i don't know.

NEVERMINDS!
next year you two can go try again. haha.

(:

spring cleaning!
i'm throwing away all my old worksheets.
i hated them.

especially science worksheets.
from loh lo.
=x

now they're gone!
yay.

2005-11-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating.
reasons:

1) i'm addicted to watching vcds.
2) the router's screwed, no wireless connection. can't use the tablet pc.
3) my brother's always at home. he uses the com.

i suck at piano and oboe lah.
i'm the worst person who ever tried to play music.

so failure lah.

if anyone's wondering who wrote the
"bu yao qing yan fang qi, fou ze dui bu qi zi ji"
thing on the duty whiteboard, it's me.

shut up lah.
i was trying to encourage my self right.

apparently, not working.

sectionals was okay.
i kinda like practising, standing.
quite fun lah.

i always get giddy.

i wanna go the WU CHU CAI HONG a/s.
but its at 6.30pm.
and i need to go for my 1 year old nephew's bday party.

big deal.
junyang's more important.
)=

nevermind.
i shall go for his album's a/s.
-
jiayou ellise.
you rawk.

so contradicting. -.-

oh whatever.

2005-11-24T07:48:00.000+08:00

WEETS.
got new blogskin.

i'm lazy to do my own lah.
then i got sick of the old one already.
so.. use this first, while i work on a new one.

heees.

bahh. later got band.

scary. seriously.. scary.
going earlier to soak my reed.

hope i don't screw up my Db major.

don't wanna do pushups! ):

HANNAH,
this kind of skins are nice okay! haha.
class tee for next year?
we shall do one each and use the nicer one bah! xD

okay its freaking cold.

yesterday's re-test was okay.
some words quiet chim. dunno what they mean.
but overall, quite okay lah.

bought my books yesterday!
I LOVE NEW BOOKS.
they're mine to destroy.

fwahahahahas!

blahblah.
go change and eat breakfast.

tatahs.
(x

2005-11-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

HARDY SUCKS LAH.

note:

NEVER WATCH MOVIES WITH HARDY.
if you must, do anything, i say ANYTHING,
to sit as far away from as possible.

today, band.

i destroyed my about 2 weeks old reed.
i'm forever outta tune.
my fingers are always stiff and stuck.

i sound like shit.

i need to work a lot a lot harder.

don't want to contribute to the bronze medal.
i want to contribute to the gold meal instead.

so i need to work harder.

i ain't there yet.
and i'm very far away.

like i din give up on algebra,
SHALL NOT GIVE UP ON OBOE.

=/

get well soon, hannah.
hope by saturday you can go for the 2nd round yah.
if not it'll be such a pity. =/

blahs.

tomorrow needa go for re-test.
shit lah.
i din fail the freaking thing lah.
i got 25.5 / 50.

damnit.

2005-11-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

HARDY IS AN ARSEHOLE !!!

herhs.

later going to watch hp&gof,
with daisy jerelyn ziming junhong
and hardy the arsehole.

yeah yeah.

went to school in the morning to clean instrument.

TAWNY LOLA IS SO SHINING !
whoaaas. =D

IM GNG TO HAVE A JUNIOR NEXT YEAR.
cool ley ! hahahas. go liying ! WHOO.

but but.. i'm not sharing tawny lola !

i know how liying felt last time,
when tawny lola was being repaired then i used pomato.
SO SADDENING. O_O

okay. hahaha.
oh wells. still veh exciting lah.
lalalallalalas~

okay.
gotta go get ready. hees.

HANNAH, JERLYN,
adina says jiayou to you two. ahah.

hannah, get well from your chicken pox soon! xD

yaddah yaddahs.

=D

2005-11-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

CAMPUS SUPERSTAR !

HANNAH AND JERLYN GOT IN !

HANNAH,
DON'T FORGET WAD YOU PROMISED ME !

HAHAHAHA. =X

BUT BUT.. YOU TWO GOTTA JIAYOU KKS.
CAN DE CAN DE. ((:

<333 JUNYANG

BLAH BLAHS.

GAMBATTE !

THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. HAHA.

AND ANOTHER SEC 4 GUY GOT IN.

YOU 3 DA MAN !

AND GIRLS. -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

JIAYOU !!

2005-11-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

what can i say?

take things as they come.
don't complicate the simple things.

if its the way things have to be,
learn to accept.

life's like that.

perhaps if i had the chance to travel back in time,
i'd never have chosen this path.

cause i'm starting to regret. tons of regrets.
never really though about it,
until i was looking at the pic i did for geraldine.

regrets.

yeah, i've got loads of regrets.

我只能一直往前走。

if only time travel existed.
so many things i could change,
so many things i could re-do.

可是，已经被时间上锁了。
太多太多的遗憾。

对不起。

2005-11-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

just came back from westmall.

DAISY and I went there,
she wanted to buy presents,
i wanted to go library.

it was just the two of us when..
BEN and GREGORY(ben's friend) appeared!
we went to ARCADE.

wahahahahas.

so rawk lah. played daytona!!
i was 2th in the 4 people race. haha!
then WEIJIE came too.
weijie so un-enthusiastic lah.
ohwells.nevermind him. hahaha.

DAISY kept singing:
kan jian zhang lang, wo bu pa bu pa la.
wo shen jing bi jiao da, wo bu pa bu pa bu pa la.
yi ge ren shui, ye bu pa bu pa la.
yong qi dang mian bei,wo bu pa bu pa bu pa la.

ma-i-a-hi, ma-i-a-hu,
ma-i-a-hu, ma-i-a-ha-ha.

LOLS. and WEIJIE was so irritated lah. -.-
but that song's so cute lah. heees.
then went to library. borrowed books.

DAISY and I gonna read 2 books!
- supposed to be scary de lah.

then then.. yah!went to food court.
talk talk and stuffs.

DAISY was talking bout the weather,like going to rain but she din keep the clothes.

DAISY: see lah! i din keep the clothes. now going to rain liao lah.

WEIJIE: jiao cavin qu bang ni shou la! fan zheng ta zhu na me jing. (call cavin go help you keep la. anyway he stay so near)

DAISY: jeremy bi jiao jing la. (jeremy nearer la.)

WEIJIE: orh den jiao jeremy la. zui duo cavin chi cu er yi. (orh den call jeremy la. at most cavin jealous only)

DAISY: den jaymond bu shi geng jing. (den jaymond nearer wad)

WEIJIE: den jiao ta la! fan zheng cavin yi yang chi cu. (den call him la! cavin will also be jealous)

DAISY: hao xiang ta men you wo de suo shi zhe yang. (like they have my keys to get in!!)

WEIJIE: ya hoh. -.-

HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.
CHAO LAME LAHH!! lols!!

and and..

DAISY: [dunno wad she talking about. cant rmb]

WEIJIE: aiya zhi dao la. ni hen cute lah.. (aiya i know la. you very cute la..)

AND HE ACCIDENTALLY SAID THAT.
hahahahaha CHAO FUNNY LAHH!! =x

very fun lah. holidays and we still got meet up. haha.

I SAW MY PRI SCHL FRIEND, ALI-TOO!
but he din see me. so sadddd. )=
stupid kok eye. -.-ohwells.

okok. need to go and do tuition homework.
(:

2005-11-16T13:06:00.000+08:00

and here i am.

tomorrow gt band again.
and we're going to have sight reading tests.
aww man. i don wanna play.

my sight reading's so screwed lah.
i'll just die or sth lah.

by the end of this year,
i shall improve my sight reading and rhythms!
so that next time i can mock my junior.
=x

i din mean that. im so sorry.
yaddah yaddahs.

sad to say,
we're drifting apart.

every conversation exchanged seems unreal.

every meeting's only a coincidence.

every action's just an act.

nevermind.

i think too much.

HANNAH, JERLYN,
JIAYOUS FOR CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!
and all those joining too. (:

2005-11-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY / 12.11.05

class outing!
was quite shi bai though.
only bout 15 turned up. oh wells.
we had fun fun fun!

bibiana and i were FIRST. we rawk lah.
therefore, we spend the most time in the sun.
like almost 6+ hours bah. =/
we were all CHAO TAH after that lah.
bibiana's most jia lat de. >.-

AND SHE VOMITED IN THE SEA. eww.
not like the sea water not disgusting enough.
lols. imagine people drinking the water
by accident and drink her WASTE MATERIALS.

and SCREW those "fingers" we stepped on.
so scary lahhhh!! =x bleughs.

then we went to play the luge thingie,
and took the CHAIRLIFT.
the luge thing was chao fun.
the chairlift was SO DARN SCARY.
so freaking high up lah.

me and bibiana were behind
yaozong and weijie, then i was chao scared,
down there screaming like siao lah.
look in front, that two like nth liddat. -.-

then look 2 seats behind, hardy and cavin.
HARDY SCARED UNTIL HIS FACE LIKE DUNNO WAD. HAHA.

then after that jiu go back le.
yeahh. my face feels stiff and it hurts. =(

SUNDAY / 13.11.05

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYING !

liying and i went to PANYUN to get reeds.
PANYUN'S SO CUTE LAH. hahaha. =x
no i'm not teekoh. he's cute ok. hahaha.

he sounds chao nice!!
I WANTO BE LIKE HIM! wahahas.
his house is freaking nice!!
double storey condo. nice nice nice!
HIS DOGGY CHAO CUTE! heees.

then liying and i went to bugis!
went to converse and liying got her shoes.
CHAO NICE LEY. converse roll downs. (:

then we ate claypot rice for lunch.
and took neoprints!! <3 hahahas. so fun.
and went to arcade and played the drum game.

then then.. went home le.
I LIKE THE NEOPRINTS.
when mousey scans them, i'll put them up. (:

TODAY / 14.11.05

i'm stuck at home.
i'm bored. half dead.

gotta message from ben!
as in ben the fake KOR.
miss the hols we spent tgt!

fang xin bah.
i wont forget you guys de! (:

ok like he'll ever read it. whatevers.
-

I HATE SEA FINGERS!
SCREW THEM!

2005-11-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

CLASS OUTING TOMORROW!
but so many people don wanna/can't go. =/
so i guess it aint a class outing anymore.
saddening. ):

ohwells, nevertheless, we shall enjoy yah!
ANYBODY GOT BEACH BALL, bring hoh.

sunday going to PANYUN's.
oh so exciting. HAHA.
MOUSEY, hope you like your cake and prezzie!

ALL TAXI DRIVERS ARE FREAKING CHEATS.
last time i took a cab from jp to my pri school,
the driver purposely took a longer route.
CHARGED ME 8 BUCKS LEY.
but quite far lah, so okay.
boonlay to bukit batok. ok lah.

TODAY, i was late for band.
so i took cab to school.
bukit batok to JURONG EAST.
8 bucks. FREAKING HELL!

that guy's a freaking hell cheat lah!! WTF!!
purposely go the wrong route lah. KNN.
oh whatevers.

taking bus/mrt is the most safe de.
i'm never taking a cab on my own again.
seriously.

AND MY WATER BOTTLE IS SO CONTAMINATED.

the freaking itchy handed girl had to drink.
cause fiona's nice so i let her drink frm my bottle,
HOWEVER, she aint nice so i dont intend to EVER
let her touch my bottle. but NO, she had to drink.
cause fiona drank. SO SHE DRANK.

WTFFFFFFFF.
lucky at home got hot water lah.
can sterilise. -.<

still, everytime i drink, i feel disgusted.
...AND I WAVED TO HER.
SO FAKE LAH HYPOCRITE!!!

2005-11-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

OKAY OKAY.
stupid game camelia made me play. =D

Rules of the game:

1)post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
2)At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment"YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuff about me:

- i dont dare to swear in front of my parents, but i do it BEHIND them, only when i'm VERY pissed.
- every morning when i wake up, my hair is VERY screwed up.
- everytime i buy a new cd, for the first few days i'll keep listening, after that i'll get sick of it and throw it aside. JAY's an exception. (cause i haven't learnt the raps)
- i fart at home, without manners. whether at dinner or whatever.
- i'm fat.

Next 5 people to do this quiz:

- shuyi
- hannah
- jerlyn
- joey
- liling

DONT ASK PEOPLE WHO ASK YOU TO PLAY,
OR ALREADY PLAYED BEFORE. (:

2005-11-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

GOOB JOB ELLISE.
no wonder loh lo calls you outspoken.
no wonder loh lo says you dont hesitate to speak your mind.

CONGRATULATIONS!
now we shall all die doing sight reading!
and you know how sucky you are at it.
you know you failed your sight reading in the piano exam.
and now everyone hates you.

~~I AM GOING TO DIE.~~
and now we're not going to have the FORM.
we are all going to do sight reading! ~~HURRAYS!~~
i am going to dig out my piano sight reading stuffs
and PRACTISE until i don't screwed up so suckily la.

OH YOU KNOW WHAT,
i'm going to miss the PARTY on sunday
cause we're going to PANYUN's house. GRRR.
its like going to be the LAST time in the year i'm
going to see TOILET GIRL lah. -.-

ohwells.
maybe one day i go look her up in st micheal's. =D
TOILET GIRL, sorry lah okay. ((:

im going to write about SHUYI!
since she wrote about me. hahas!

i got to know shuyi in band!
think the time we were being assigned to our sections.
then so happened i was sitting with liling they all,
then she and yvonne and wendy were near by.
so.. being the sociable person i was,
WE STARTED TALKING!

shuyi very cute ley! haha. funny lah.

then after that, i went to oboe, she went to flute.
so during full band, we always sit beside each other.
SHE LAUGH AT ME CAUSE I ALWAYS WET MY SHIRT. (sweat lah)

okok. then after awhile,
we started to DISLIKE the ee-hie-hie people.
veh irritating lah.

yechin was so freaked out by us ee-hie-hie-ing. lol.
den jbf that time, she went to sit far far away.
den lili sat next to me. AND SHE NV CAME BACK!

and today, she laughed at me.
cause i told her my story bout vomiting after swinging.
but that was in the past. bleughs.

oh yes, and jbf that time we always prac tgt.
TEEHEES. so fun right.
oh and we watched a very nice LIVE show at
the fitness corner that nobody will ever get the chance to watch again.

THE END-

hahahahaha.
i'm starting to like to colour my posts.

2005-11-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

BAND, is half filled with screwed up people.
esp the ________ section.
once again, they had to piss mr tan off.
and now we're going to have the FORM.
WTFFFFFFFFFFF is wrong with them la.

KNN.

blahblahs.
GOT MY SHI YI YUE DE XIAO BANG.
the piao yi in there is definitely better than
the stupid trailer version. at least can hear.
LOL. and there's daisy's favourite..

YI RU XIANG BEI. lols.

sunday going to buy reeds! haha.
LIYING! we're going to PAN YUN.
omg hahahaha!! =x

in my imaginations, PAN YUN is:
-fat and has a tummy bigger than mr tan's.
-tiny eyes, big nose, normal mouth.
-triple chinned.
~~-HAHA AND I DUNNO LIAO.~~

LIFE IS SUCKY.
yet full of surprises.
stuffs you'd never expect.
imagine if one day..

<3

2005-11-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

funny conversation i had with my bro earlier.
(not the exact words lah)
me: eh, exams start tomorrow ah?
bro: yah.
me: erh.. good luck ah.
bro: i don't depend on luck.
AND I WAS LIKE WTF LAH.
IM SO NICE TO WISH HIM LUCK AND THEN..
me: den what?
bro: on skill.
me: oh. good skill then.
bro: [ignores]
me: if you fail i will laugh at you forever.
bro: i'll see how long you can laugh if you don't stop to breathe. [in that freaking threatening tone]
bro: if i don't fail i will laugh at you forever.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

went over to daisy's house today. bored mah.

i was so nice to bring her lunch lah!
and all she has on her blogs are LIES. herh!! =p

went there and played with the keyboard.
i played wonderful songs like:
-sonatina (can't rmb which one)
-beginning of F.I.R's lydia
-bei feng chui guo de xia tian
-JOY TO THE WORLD

they were so wonderful.
and she didn't even CLAP or something. -.-

THEN,

we decided to play ps[dunno wad no.]
we played street fighter or something i dunno.
AND I TOTALLY TRASHED HER LIKE CRAP LA.
until she got that character that shoots through his eyes.

and we played HELLO KITTY game.
and and.. some other funny funny stuffs lah.
like THE FISHING GAME. whoo.
and daisy broke the TARZAN game disc! good job.

oh and we watched THE LITTLE MERMAID 2.

then sian already. she go sign in msn messenger lah.
then she was playing some game and i was using the com.
so i change her nick to "ELLISE RAWKS".
it was like SO PERFECT until she discovered, AND..
she changed it to..

ELLISE bladder got prob/
ELLISE cannot go toilet, bladder got prob.

THANK YOU LAH! -.-

she's the one with the BLADDER prob okay.
one day she just told me she can't go to the toilet.
OBVIOUSLY GOT BLADDER PROB WAD.
if not anus/bowels got prob meh. -.- maybe lah.

okay. enough said.
HAHA! this is the truth!
DAISY THE LIAR!

if you're looking for methods to vent your anger,
play ps games with daisy! very fun. =D

anyway, CLASS OUTING.

THIS SATURDAY, 13TH OCT 2005.
SENTOSA. MEET AT 10AM.

see jerelyn's blog for more details.

2005-11-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

okay. sorry bout yesterday's post.
i was so screwed up lah. sorry. (:

MA SHA IS SO CUTE!
LIAN AI I-N-G~
aww man. im starting to like mayday le.
they're all so chao good lah.

WE CANT GO TO PANYUN TML LE. ):
nevermind. liying! lets go on saturday!
den we can go celebrate your birthday!
whooo~ oh so fun. wahahas.

L-O-V-E
L-O-V-E
L-O-V-E

LIAN AI I-N-G
that song's chao cute lah!!

just watched jingqu on tv just now.
linjunjie is SO DARN GOOD.
won so many awards. and he's so cute! >.<

bibiana, he's not YOURS. herhs.
lol. jiajin is like so so so fortunate lah.
lau jia jin. ljj. lin jun jie. ljj.
s'more jiajin's like such an arse lah. =x

~~HE'S FREAKING LUCKY !~~
maybe his parents just hoped he could
one day be successful and be like lin jun jie,
but unfortunately, he's a disappointment.

hahahahahahah. ok evil. =x
AND JAY DIN WIN LAH. WALAO.
that is like so so so unfair can!!!
how can he not win loh. herhs. unfair.
make sure next year he wins. =D

OH OH. and STELLA is so CHAO CUTE!
chao long nv see her liao. heeees.
and JUNYANG! and KELLY! and many many.

walao wish i was there lah!
sure chao high de. and SUNYANZI.
think LINJUNJIE and SUNYANZI
won the most awards lah. but they're good. (:
and im starting to like maple. thankyou. =x
can't wait for harry potter & the goblet of fire.
SO FUN LAH.
last time gna have
daniel radcliffe and the rest le.
going to change cast le!! SOB SOB.
MUST WATCH!

I WANTO FLY! <3

2005-11-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

i shall be frank.
I AM NOT HAPPY.

yes. i'm not. and i'm very very pissed.
i really hope you'll read this, but..
i really don't have the courage to
type it out for everyone to see.

i feel that.. we're not friends anymore.
on the surface we are, but in reality,
everything's fake. F-A-K-E. unreal.

you hide everything from us,
you don't mention a single shit about it.
~~SO HOW THE FUCK YOU WANT US TO KNOW?~~
i'm not psychic, neither do we have telepathy.

you chose to tell someone you just got to know.
someone you barely even got along with in life.
but you just feel comfortable don't you.
maybe its difficult for you to tell us.
cause we don't even seem like friends anymore.
we're not even considered friends anymore.

like liying, some space for me to cool down.

i know whatever i say now's just crap.

whatever lah okay.
its your life, you have the rights.
likewise, its my life.
i have my rights.

if you choose to keep it to yourself,
then stop blaming others for being cold,
cause they don't even know wth is happening,
how'd you expect them to give care and concern.

unreasonableness.

if it has to be this way, let it me.
we'll just treat each other like strangers or sth.
and we'll just live our own lives.
just.. don't care anymore.

is that really what you want.
i don't.

hope you dont feel offended or anything.
its just what i wanna say,
but just dont have the courage to say it face to face,
or rather, dont think i have the chance.

2005-11-04T10:06:00.000+08:00

JAY CHOU & LARA.
SHAN HU HAI. <333

they sound so in love in that song.

珊瑚海

詞：方文山曲：周杰倫唱：周杰倫&LARA

男:海平面遠方開始陰霾悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
男:我的殤痕始終扎帶淹沒淺淺的無奈

女:你說你要離開男:情不再
合:把難過哀傷留了下來洶湧潮水你一定明白
不是藍而是淚海

男:轉身離開分手說不出來
女:你有話說不出來
男:海鳥跟魚相愛只是一場意外
女:海鳥跟魚相愛只是一場意外

男:我們的愛爭議一直存在
女: 我們的愛一直存在回不來
男:風中真愛竟累積成傷害
女: 等待經歷幾次傷害

男:轉身離開分手說不出來
女: 你有話說不出來
男:蔚藍的珊瑚海錯過瞬間蒼白
女:蔚藍的珊瑚海錯過瞬間蒼白

男:當初彼此不夠成熟坦白
女:你有我的不夠成熟坦白不應該
男:熱情不改笑容隱藏不來
女: 那笑容勉強不來
合:愛上藍珊瑚海

男:毀壞的沙雕可以重來有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
只是一切結束太快妳說妳無法適懷

女:貝殼裏隱藏有甚麼期待
男:等花兒開
合:我們也已經無心再猜

女:面向海風
男:面向海風
合:鹹鹹的愛;說不出還有未來

CHECK OUT THE LYRICS LAH. so nice!!
okay sorry. i know i keep posting lyrics.
but so so nice!! jay chou's so so nice!

my mum promised to sponser for me
IF i start doing revision for nxt year now.
and and do consistent revision everyday and not
slack my life away during the hols. =D

quite reasonable bah. DEAL!

later going to school for band.
meeting daisy on the bus, go together.
whoooo. can't wait for band. ohsofun.

I WANT POSTER.
BIG BIG JAY CHOU POSTER.
PASTE ON THE WALL
AND LOOK AT HIM EVERY NIGHT
AND I'LL DREAM OF HIM
AND AND AND IT'LL SEEM SO REAL.

next time he comes for concert, MUST GO.

<3

JAY !

2005-11-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

Your Nail Polish Color is Black

How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique

Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off

What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

oohlala black.
makes my nails look rotten. lol.
anyway, i dont put nail polish.
so.. whatevers.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

haha okay. bibiana loves today.
her favourite zong zu. LOLS. =x

going out later. (:

BAND TOMORROW!
YAY! <33 oh so fun. i want band.
daisy has dance! so we can go tgt.
i dont like taking bus alone!! so boring. blehs.
you hua shuo bu chu lai. dui bu qi.
BORING HOLS!
nothing to do. =/

2005-11-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

WENT TO MALAYSIA TODAY! SHOPPING!
bought loads of stuffs. whooo! (:

1. YELLOW beach slippers.
2. white long sleeve shirt. (for band)
3. dark blue jeans.
4. pink belt. (to match the jeans)
5. mini waist pouch.
6. 3 striped tees.
7. D.I.Y facial set. LOL

and and and.. ATE LOADS OF FOOD.
my mum bought s'more stuffs. can't rmb.
in the end we were almost broke.

YE QU~
HEI SE MAO YI~
FENG~
SHAN HU HAI~

COUSIN! i challenge you!
lets see who can "MASTER" ye qu first. whoo!

黑色毛衣

一件黑色毛衣兩個人的回憶
雨過之後更難忘記忘記我還愛你
你不用在意流淚也只想剛好合意
我早已經待在谷底

我知道不能再留住你
也知道不能沒有孤寂
感激你讓我擁有缺點的美麗

看著那白色的蜻蜓在空中忘了前進
還能不能重新編織腦海中起毛球的記憶
再說我愛你可能雨也不會停
黑色毛衣藏在那裡
就讓回憶永遠停在那裡

HEARTS! <333

2005-10-31T14:12:00.000+08:00

周杰倫 - 夜曲
作詞：方文山　作曲：周杰倫

一群嗜血的螞蟻被腐肉所吸引
我面無表情看孤獨的風景
失去妳愛恨開始分明
失去妳還有什麼事好關心
但鴿子不再象徵和平我終於被提醒
廣場上餵食的是禿鷹
我用漂亮的押韻形容被掠奪一空的愛情

啊　烏雲開始遮蔽　夜色不乾淨
公園裡葬禮的回音在漫天飛行
送你的白色玫瑰環境凋零
烏鴉在樹枝上詭異的很安靜　　
靜靜聽我黑色的大衣
想溫暖妳日漸冰冷的回憶
走過的走過的生命啊四周瀰漫霧氣
我在空曠的墓地老去後還愛妳

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲紀念我死去的愛情
跟夜風一樣的聲音心碎的很好聽
手在鍵盤敲很輕我給的思念很小心
妳埋葬的地方叫幽冥

為妳彈奏蕭邦的夜曲紀念我死去的愛情
而我為妳隱姓埋名在月光下彈琴
對妳心跳的感應還是如此溫熱親近
懷念妳那鮮紅的唇印

那些斷翅的蜻蜓　散落在這森林
而我的眼睛　沒有絲毫同情
失去妳　淚水混濁不清
失去妳　我連笑容都有陰影
風在長滿青苔的屋頂　嘲笑我的傷心　
像一口沒有水的枯井我用淒美的字型　
描繪後悔莫及的那愛情

<333
TOMORROW!

2005-10-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

nobody to talk to.
i browse through my contact list of at least 200+ people,
and i realise that there's NOBODY i talk to.
as in talk to. chat with.
aiya, you know what i mean lah. =/

and i talk to my blog more than anyone else.
bibiana's like gone or something.
haven't talked to her in like 3 days liao.
at least i crapped with hannah a lil.
daisy's like also disappeared le lah. so is jerlyn.
then jerelyn's online lah. but nth to talk about.

just keep watching tv and vcds. XUN YI CAO.
qiao en's great. QIAO EN RAWKS.

then, listened to the cd liying gave me.
and.. i fell asleep unknowingly. SORRY LAH.

will somebody just talk to me,
and tell me i'm alive or something. -.-

shit lah. nothing to blog about also.
OH YAH.

i'm actually EXCITED about ipw. haha!
grouped with daisy, jialolee, tauhuey and yossi.
sounds quite fun eh?
and our topic is.. F&B INDUSTRY!

dont ask me how we came up with that.
i don't know. i wasn't present.
but it sounds freaking fun lah!!!
tau huey's gonna so ENJOY. got food. -.-

OH OH OH. and have to do surveys and stuffs.

maybe when we start doing it
or something i'll dread it lah.
but for now, IM SO LOOKING FORWARD!!
so fun so fun so fun so fun so fun! <3

i can just die.
weets.

2005-10-30T17:50:00.000+08:00

十一月的蕭邦
NOVEMBER'S CHOPIN.

TUESDAY.
JAY CHOU.

jay's album's gonna be out on tuesday!
i'm gonna buy! MUST BUY!
HEARTS !

____________________

boring weekends.
rotting away at home.
holidays are here. blahs.

band practises.
tuesdays, thursdays, fridays.
i don't know the times.
and i can't rmb when not to go.
I DIN GET THE SCHEDULE. i din take. =/
so.. someone please remind me before each prac ya? x)

23rd nov - needa go take the retest thing.
stupid lah. i got 25.5 loh. I PASSED LAH.
retest for wad lah. -.-

____________________

TWO MORE DAYS.
JAY CHOU.
十一月的蕭邦.
NOVEMBER'S CHOPIN.

SO EXCITED! <3

____________________

HANNAH, i still can't get over the performance!
the stupid 360 medicated oil. ohyeahohyeah~~

aww man!! x_x

____________________

anybody got photoshop brushes to recomend?
getting sick of the ones i have now lah.
anything besides:
`peach-blush
`angelic-trust
`8nero
`84percent

AND..i need cursive fonts!

____________________

REMEMBER TO SUPPORT JAY HOH.
<33333
HEARTS !

2005-10-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

seems that the online thing got some prob.
here's what's in the report book. (:

english b3
chinese b3
mathematics a1
science a1
geography b4
history b4
literatuure b3
design & technology a2
home economics a1
visual arts b3
civics & moral education a

total: 701/1000
perfectage: 70.1/100
class position: 3/38
level position: 20/192
results: passed
promotion status: promoted to S2 express
conduct: very good
attendance: 187/188

comments: an outspoken pupil who does not hesitate to speak her mind. ellise is competent in both written and oral communication. she is capable of logical thinking and is able to grasp a concept without difficulty. she works well with her peers and is sensitive to the needs and welfare of others.

______________

LOHLO HATES ME.
she just thinks i talk to much lah.
but then she can't get rid of me. why?
cause i'm oh so smart and i'm sociable.
HAHAHA! =x IM HAOLIAN-NING.

i know lah. lohlo hates me. lol.
right bibiana? =/ she hates US.

______________

5 min of fame.

SCREWED UP CAN! waddehell.
(sing to the tune of dodo fishball ad)
back ache. muscle ache.
all kinds of body pain.
360 degree medicated oil!

oh yeah oh yeah. ~~
oh yeah oh yeah. ~~
oh yeah oh yeah. ~~
360 degree medicated oil!

SO EMBARRASSING. oh greats. =/
though it was hannah who sang it,
I WAS HOLDING THE "MEDICATED OIL".

okay. relax.

i'm never doing it again.
next time, i'm just standing backstage
and make horny sounds like hannah. (:
oh hannah, we all need to take turns. HAHA!
next time make you do something WORSE. ooh evil.

oh yah.
i held the "please do not try this at home" sign
UPSIDE DOWN. -.- wadde.

ellise, ITS OVER LAH. shut up and forget abt it.

oh yeah oh yeah.
now i just keep singing it.

ALL HANNAH'S FAULT LAH!!!!!

2005-10-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. i can blog. heng ah.
got my results liao! the online thing.
thanks to hannah. HAHA!
I LOVE HANNAH! ((: thanks lah.

Average Score 70.1
Total / Max Possible Score 701.0 / 701
Class Rank 3
Level Rank 21
First Combined Terms Info Conduct - VERY GOOD
Remarks - Ellise is spontaneous and enjoys class discussions. She has worked steadily throughout the semester. Keep up the good work.
Overall Combined Info Conduct - VERY GOOD
Promotion Promoted

CHINESE 61.8 66.0 64.5 68.0 67.0 B3
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY - - 70.0 75.0 74.0 A2
ENGLISH LANGUAGE 66.1 76.7 68.4 63.9 69.0 B3
GEOGRAPHY (REVISED) - - 65.3 59.0 61.0 B4
HISTORY (REVISED) 64.9 57.0 - - 60.0 B4
HOME ECONOMICS 68.0 80.0 - - 77.0 A1
LITERATURE(E) 73.7 66.0 - - 69.0 B3
MATHEMATICS 73.9 72.0 84.8 83.0 80.0 A1
SCIENCE 76.4 74.0 77.4 78.0 77.0 A1
VISUAL ARTS - - 70.0 65.0 67.0 B3
CIVICS & MORAL EDUCATION - - - - - -

conclusion.

i screwed up humanities.
i suck at languages.
i rule the math & science world.
i'm not artistic.
i can't write poems.

in the hearts of the other 35 people in my class
who's rankings are lower than mine,
THEY IDOLISE ME. =x

for level ranking,
the top 20 people suckshit.
no. 21 rules the world lah. whatever.

promotion promoted. (this is retarded)

IM A HAPPY HAPPY PERSON!!

2005-10-27T09:28:00.000+08:00

new blogskin!! ((:
success! i did it w/o the clicky navis.
AND I USED CURLY WHIRLY BRUSHES!
whoooo! i kinda like it this way.
so nice can can can can can!! =x

yesterday, i almost died in school.
stomachache! actually not the stomach la.
some other part. pain until can die la.
thought i could tolerate it but.. =/
my mum came to fetch me to the doctor.

i missed the inter-class thing.
(even though our class girls din
play but i still din get to watch lah)
i missed the ipw grouping thing.
(and so jerelyn daisy and i ended
up with cavin and YOSSI. ohwell.)
i missed the math olympiad thing!!
(anw don really wanna join lah. =/)

today got full dress rehearsal for 5 min of fame.
and once again, i'm not gonna be there.
IM ABANDONING MY CLASS! =x
not.

i realise that blogger gives me 1 post/day.
den after dat the word verification thing appears,
den i can't blog liao. =/ ohwells.
helps control me lah. lol.

maybe i'll go to school later. for band. (:

to everyone who cared? =/ -
thanks for your concern yah.
feeling much better le. (:

2005-10-24T17:32:00.000+08:00

别管我愿不愿孤不孤独
都别在乎放心去追逐你的幸福

(:

band room din open today lah!!
blardie long nv play tawny lola liao!
bet all my fingerings all screwed up le.
going to die tomorrow.
bleughs.

went to ndc for teeth check up today.
don need to put braces anymore! (:
my teeth are growing straight cause
my jaws are growing bigger and hurrays!

even if need to make also need to wait til
i'm older and stop growing liao den can. HEES.

means..
i can continue to play oboe!

YAY MOUSEY!
happy happy! x)

the latest blogskin i did so sucks.
friggin green.
and its so screwed. =/
I DID WITHOUT THE CLICKY NAVIS!

next time i change my blogskin,
gonna do one without clicky navis too. <3

TAWNY LOLA! (:

2005-10-23T14:07:00.000+08:00

heal the pain;

and ease the broken heart. (:

freak. i keep running outta ideas for blogskins.

dunno what to do lah.

do here do there, always the same.

not exactly the same, but the same style.

maybe i should just forget the clicky navigations.

going to do one without clickies. HEES.

boring sunday afternoon.

free from exams, held back by the results.

quite disappointed with myself lah.

keep trying to do things right,

keep making things worse.

so freaking pissed off lah.

need some time on my own. (:

so many things i wanna do, i can't.

i wanna go buy reeds with liying,

watch movies with everyone i know,

have a class outing,

spend every cent i have at the arcade.

go look for junyang and get his autograph or sth,

go watch live recording of super funkies in the studio.

BLAHBLAHBLAHS. manymanymore.

oh great.

think i'm gonna die with regrets. ):

2005-10-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

五月天 - 知足

怎么去拥有一道彩虹怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够足够我天天都品尝着寂寞

才发现笑着哭最痛

如果你快乐再不是为我
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

<3

2005-10-21T16:24:00.000+08:00

my results are very screwed up.

some are so darn very good.

some are so darn very jia lat.

DON LAUGH AT ME HOH! =x

english compre - 25.5/50 paper 1 - dunno yet.

chinese overall - 68/100 (+ the 5 tong qing fen)

geography - 58/100 shut up i know it sucks.

science - 76.5/100

maths - 82.5/100

blardie hell lah.

everything's damn lousy lah.

wahlaos. and suddenly some people improve.

improve damn a lot lah. O_O

ohwells. i'm going to work hard lah.

bet my level ranking's damn shit. =x

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!

i mean MYSELF.

heees.

i'm selfish. HAHA! =x

2005-10-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

bleughs.
i wanto watch ge dou again.
nothing better to do lah,
and i wanna watch duanyanhao.
BU YAO SHUO BAO QIAN.
as you can see i'm like so obsessed with
the whole red and black colour scheme.
don't you think its so nice!! hahas.
i think its cool lah. ((:
SHI WO FANG NI ZOU YUAN.
tomorrow gotta go to school le.
gonna get results!
and.. i wanna go hug tawny lola le.
i miss tawny lola! ):
so darn long nv play on you le.
oh tawny lola.

yay!
i miss band practises.
rmb that time jbf we all practised til 6+ 7pm.
den reach home chao late and tired liao.
come to think of it, ITS DAMN SHUANG LAH!

but after not touching tawny lola for so long,
i feel weird. like seriously strange, random.
bet i sound damn shit now lah. =/
need to practise hard and improve liao! <3

wabababadoo!!

i can't wait. x)

2005-10-20T09:49:00.000+08:00

OKAY SO NOW I CAN POST. (:
donno wads wrong with blogger ytd.
couldn't post and there's this word verification thing.
ughs so pissed off. O_O

gonna spend another day at home.
oh so boring. =/
wonder why i keep waking up so early everyday
when i can sleep more.
haiyer.

going to watch vcds lah.
nothing else to do.
can't wait for tomorrow.
we're gonna get our results!!
oh so scary. O_O

seriously lah, i'm scared. haha.
ohwells, even if i don't do well,
just gonna have to work hard and harder nxt yr.

(:

my blogskin is not bloody!
its just red. (:
and its cool.

all hail my blogskin.

2005-10-19T13:43:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin! (:
took quite a long time doing the pic.
i love the black and red! hees.
okay, i agree with shuyi, looks bloody.
but neverminds. ITS NICE.
i think. hahaha. =x

finished watching ge dou le!
happy ending!
wei ying qi <3 tian xiao kui
duan yu qiao <3 ye you li

AWWWS.
and duan yan hao became good!!
SEEEE. how bad can he get.
he's SODARNSHUAI. O_O

tang jia hao! <3

wahahahas.
mandy! you got tian guo de jia yi?
the box dere says he acted
in tian guo de jia yi before ley!
i wanto watch!!

heeeees.

你是世界上最美的风景
四处留下我的足迹想着你

<3

2005-10-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

梦想铁三角；永远散不了。

人人都有自己的梦想；理想。
人人都会把他们的全部，很用力地闯，实现梦想。
我还坐在这里干嘛？

我的梦想？
我没有梦想吧。
连我自己也搞不清自己的梦想。

我到底在追求什么？
我要的是什么？

该怎么办？

《格斗天王》
这部戏太精彩了。

快乐；悲伤；友情；爱情；怨恨；误会；
大家甚或中所碰到的难题，所有的困扰，都在这部戏。
我相信制作人，导演和所有的工作人员都有自身体会到这些，
所以才会有这部戏。

我学会了很多。

跟着感觉走，一定对！
加油，加油，加油！！

就是那种永不放弃的精神！

sometimes i find blogging in chinese fun.
dunno. im always able to write longer
chinese essays compared to english.
i suppose i can express better in chinese bah.

i love 5566's shows!

MVP QING REN.
XI JIE SHAO NIAN.
GE DOU TIAN WANG.

i learnt loads from all these shows.
seriously, a lot a lot a lot of stuffs.

i'm going to re-watch xjsn. HAHA! (:

i'm so so addicted to watching tv.
blahblahblahblahblahs.
i won't spoil my eyesight.
i will rmb to take eye breaks!
don't worry. haha. (:

<3

2005-10-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

haven't been spending much time online.
im so so obsessed with ge dou tian wang.
left with 4 more discs!

DUAN YU QIAO.
WEI YING QI.
YE YOU LI.
TIAN XIAO QUI.
DUAN YAN HAO.

LI AH CAI.
YE AN DA.
DUAN YUAN BO.
WEI QING YI.

XIA SEN.
SAN LONG.
QIU YUAN.
LONGHAIR DE.

TINA.
CHENG WEI.
TIGER.
HUO NIAO GE.

<3

ge dou!

wahahahs.
i'm gonna finish it tomorrow!
jiayou! =x

tomorrow's oral.
gotta speak proper english.
hope somebody spits saliva on tanbh by ACCIDENT.

ge dou ge dou ge dou ge dou!
COUSIN!
i think im siao again.

WO YOU WANG ZHE ZHI HUN!
=x

wahahahas.
duan yan hao is shuai!

okay. i bet majority of the people
donno wth im talking about.
NEVERMINDS.
at least i know. haha! =x

~~WO SHI GE DOU TIAN WANG!~~

2005-10-15T16:50:00.000+08:00

CBOX IS DOWN.

youdontknowwhatitslike.

again.
ughs.

2005-10-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

i started out like anyone else on the streets.
i was like a total blog idiot.
i used the templates provided,
and din know a single crap about html, linking and stuffs.

appears that i've grown!
together with my blog,
even though this isn't my first blog lah.
i've learn loads of stuffs like
how to link other ppl's blogs/webs..
and blahblahs..
and i suceeded in making my blogskins.
OHMYGAWD.

just how much have i learnt lah.
and the thing is that..
I DON ATTEND COMPUTER COURSES.

i'm happy.
this whole thing's my achievement.
HANNAH, im not changing blog liao.
i can't bear to abandon my blog.
HEEHEES.

x)

year book's going to be out.
and i'm going to wear a paper bag to school.
I LOOK SO SUCKY IN THE CLASS PHOTO.

aww man.

2005-10-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

SUGI IS SO SO CUTE.
OH MY GAWD. HAHA! =x

okieees.
daisy came over to watch ge dou.
then we cooked FUN FRIES!
hahahas.

i miss home econs.
d&t is so darn boring. lols. =x

SUGI!! heeees.

i think ziwen looks a lil like leon.
fwahahhas.
BIEEES.

2005-10-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

RIGHT.
i haven't submitted a blogskin in a long long time.
ahhh. im too lazy to go design lah.
and im running outta ideas lol.
maybe i'll do one tomorrow or sth bah.

OKAYS.
left with cme and oral nia.

today's quite fun.
went to bibiana's house after art.
we did chao a lot of stuffs lah.
WE PLAYED CHINESE CHESS CAN.
lols!! and stress! ((:

oh lets talk about the bus trip from school to her hse.
hannah took 187 with us lah.
then hannah got off at bkt panjang.
SHE RAN AFTER THE BUS
AFTER GETTING DOWN.
and oh my godness,
she looks exactly like a lil pri 1 kiddo.

HANNAH IS SO PRIMARY 1!!
hahahahahahahaha.

her heart goes shalalalala.
shalala in the morning..
shalalalala, shalala in the night.

oh no hannah,
i'm not getting SHUAIGE and MEINU off.
sorry lah. i ran out of correction tape.

HAHAHAHAHA. =x

2005-10-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

class website has MOVED.
PLEASE RELINK.

http://onefive-.blogspot.com/

THKS.
(:

2005-10-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

THANKS DAISY!
thanks for the e-card. heees.
so cute. ((:

okay. lemme recall what happened today.

maths paper.
paper 1 was so totally screwed up.
i din do like 2 questions.
and the angles qn was SO stupid.
all i had to do was READ the instructions
and i would have definitely solved it.

paper 2 was okay.
mrs neo's the setter. haha.
she's so cute. LOL.

forget it. its over.

END OF ALL THE IMPT SUBJS!
bibiana came over to do BIG business.
HAHA!
bibiana, don act clown hoh!! lols.

we all went seperate ways.
bibiana came over,
hannah n jerlyn went to SCIENCE CENTRE,
jerelyn n daisy went to mac.
how nice. =/

okay so bibiana came over,
we watched THE FOCKERS. x)
the crapped here and there.
walked her to the busstop,
den suddenly i started singing this christmas song.
sang damn loud like nobody's business lah.

then suddenly this uncle on a motorbike stopped,
he got off the bike, sat on the seat.
cause going to rain, so i think he wearing jacket la.
then i was still singing damn loud lah.
DEN HE STARTED SINGING TOO.
X_O

some kuku song.
hahaha. it was damn funny.

went for piano class then tuition.
sarah din go for tuition again.
craigven is SEXY.
kianjiat TALKED.
craigven says that kianjiat's scared of sarah,
so sarah not around only he talk. haha!

blahblahblahs.

EXAMS OVER!
not really over, but.. over le lah! hees.

got new piano book!
got damn a lot of nice songs inside.
got hungarian dance ley!
same as the band de. cool huhs. =D

TIME TO ENJOY! (:

2005-10-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

the bleeding can't stop.
i don't want scars to stay.
STOP SCRATCHING LAH.

blardie mosquito.
caused me so much trouble.
eeeeee. damn itchy!

MOPIKO!!!

okays.
tomorrow's maths.
[faints]
my algebra is screwed.
urghs.

need to go make braces lah.
then cause of oboe i can't. =/
tawny lola, or braces.

i don't wanna change section,
and other sections don't really interest me.
i want my tawny lola,
but i want my straight set of teeth too.

what to do.

and i still need 2 weeks or something
to go operate and get my wisdom tooth out.
oh douglas.

braces.
oboe.
wisdom tooth.
liying.
operation.
me.

at most i'll just make braces
and bleed my gums to death.
or i'll just leave my crooked teeth,
and make after sec 4 or
just leave the unreachable spots to rot.

=/ just go to dentist more often lah.
save money lah.
braces are expensive. O_O

oh tawny lola.
oh liying.
oh my teeth.

2005-10-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

AND SCIENCE IS OVER TOO.
and we're left with math and the rubbish.
maths oh maths.
sheet lah.
hope i don't screw maths up.
going to do the revision paper later. (:

science was quite okay.
a few tricky questions but quite okay lah.
the displacement can qn din come out lah!
but at least the test for starch thing did.

okay. okay. okay.
everything's gonna be okay.
everything as in EVERYTHING.
the bonker`dds thing as well.
MY ANATA RAWKS.

2005-10-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

hurrays.
geog is finally over.
left with science and math. (:
and the rest of the rubbish.

HAPPY!

geog was quite disasterous.
i know i got loads of wrong answers le.
nile river, i wrote amazon river.
manila, i wrote bangkok.
(maybe i'm too obsessed with bangkok shopping)

neverminds.
what's done cannot be undone.
tomorrow's gonna be better yeah! (:

science oh science.
supposed to be sth i'm best at.
i'm gonna do it.
hais. so what if i do well.
i'm not even allowed to go out after exams.
what's the point.
ohwells. =/
DO MY BEST!!
jiayous everyone!
((:

2005-10-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

about 44 more hours to geog paper.
congrats ellise!
you don't know a single shit about
agriculture and maps stuffs.
i can just prepare to die.

and you don't know how to use the damn calculator.

so totally screwed.

EEeeeeEee.
i can't wait for exams to end.
i wanna party!!
don like exams larhhh. hais.

...

i love my tortoise pencil holder i did in d&t.
the holes i drilled are crooked. =/
sheesh.

2005-10-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

关怀方式
词：胡文龙曲：林绥安唱：陈汉玮、蔡礼莲

寂寞开在心事旁
随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探
找个沉默的夜晚

找个沉默的夜晚
不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感
寂寞开在心事旁

我的关怀方式是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔的埋在不流露的脸上

<3
im in love with the song!
anyone has it?

2005-10-07T19:38:00.000+08:00

i am going to do badly.

my mum's gonna make me go for loads of tuition.
my dad's gonna smirk and mock me.
my bro's gonna look down on me.
my maid's just gonna think im screwed.

mrs neo will blame me for not paying attention.
mrs loh will say i wasn't FOCUSING.
ms loh lo will say that i din work har enough.
mdm tan will just complain bout the noise.
mrs yeo willl motivate me to work harder.

bibiana's gonna die laughing.
hannah's gonna just be normal.
jerlyn will go to the toilet and comb her hair.
daisy will start whining.
jerelyn will sit and quietly meditate.

ms chua's gonna be disappointed.
mr thong's gonna just not know anything.
mrs tan will just not know anything as well.

i am going to screw up my geog.
i am going to mess up half my science paper.
i am going to die during the maths paper.

the whole world will just mock me.

hurrahs ):

MATHS IS SO SUCKY LAH.
i donno how to use the friggin calculator.
so pissed off.

and my brother doesn't wanna help me.
he obviously just thinks i'm retarded lah.
whatevers.

daisy and i took 176 overshot our busstops today.
dropped at some ulu ulu busstop.
SORRY LAH.
i din know the overhead bridge was so far away.
heees. talked A LOT.
actually not really a lot lah. lols.
but yalar.

we're gonna take a long long bus trip after exams!

furgys.
geog is freaking difficult.

we went to mac.
and saw how hardworking the seniors are.
CAN'T WE JUST SIT DOWN AND CONCENTRATE.
hannah and jerlyn,
don't laugh in public so loudly lah!
especially when the surrounding so quiet.
damn paiseh wan ley. =x

anyways, yahh.
gotta work harder lah!!
see lah. scared liao lah.
still everyday play. =/

WORK HARD
WORK HARD
WORK HARD

2005-10-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

we mixed drinks.
doesn't taste that bad lah.
hehs.
you've got no rights to say anything.
happy 5th month people! (:
fucked up fatass.
i love lozenges.
you're like even more screwed up.
and yah, i am who i am.
you don't get to comment a single shit.
but don't you know how inconsiderate you are.
your friggin face is so screwed
and so is your face and everythin else.
fuck you for being such a busybody.
they so rawk the world.
THANKS LOZENGES!
thanks for helping me clear my throat.
and yah. don't you know others have FEELINGS.
don't think what you say's always right.
please think of other's feelings can.
the world aint yours, neither is it mine.
its everyone's. you're fucking selfish lah.
blahblahs.
i can tell others stuffs,
i can't do it myself.
somehow, i care how others look at me.
my hair's gonna grow.
your fucking attitude has to change.
but seriously, i hope you go to normal acad.
cause you're seriously destroying the class.
don't think we can't do without your art.
there are others who can draw.
so stop thinking you're so great.
frig.
I LOVE THE BONKER`DDS.
you're just another pile of shit on the ground.
say whatever you want about me.
you know how much worse you are.
those were just some rubbish to cheer myself up.

oh blog. i so love you.
i can always pour everything out to you. (:
fuck you bastard

people,
thanks for being there. (:
i appreciate it.

2005-10-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

FA YI X DANG AN RAWKS.
CAMPINOS RAWK.
WETHERS ORIGINALS RAWK.
MY LIFE RAWKS.
MY NEW PIANO RECORD BK RAWKS.
MY BROWN BAG RAWKS.
JUE DUI SUPERSTAR RAWKS.
THE FAN RAWKS.
MY TABLE LAMP RAWKS.
MY D&T PENCIL HOLDER RAWKS.
YING XIONG QUAN RAWKS.
TABLET PC RAWKS.
PHOTOSHOP RAWKS.
FLASH RAWKS.
PEACHBLUSH RAWKS.
ANGELICTRUST RAWKS.
XIAXUE RAWKS.
THE BONKER`DDS RAWK.
JUNYANG RAWKS.
DERRICK RAWKS.
KELLY RAWKS.
SIN HUEY RAWKS.
SUGI RAWKS.
LEON RAWKS.
JIA XIN RAWKS.
COUSIN RAWKS.
MY FRIENDS RAWK.
MY EXPLODED FILE RAWKS.
MY COLOUR PENS RAWK.
MY NEW BLACK PEN RAWKS.
RED WINE RAWKS.
MY HANDPHONE RAWKS.
AIRCONDITIONING RAWKS.
MY BLOG RAWKS.
TELEVISION RAWKS.
MUSIC RAWKS.
AKIDO/TKD RAWKS.
BLOGGING RAWKS.
HIP HOP DANCE RAWKS.

but my life is still screwed up. ):

2005-10-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

my life is a messed up piece of shit.

i cannot find all my stuffs.
i don't rmb where i put them.
and i just a new bought pen
that i intended to rely on for eoy.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

and i am so pissed with my fringe.
its poking my eyes.
and making them itchy and red.
waddehell lah.

jerlyn, i owe you 1 dollarrrr.

i am going to dieeeeee.
i lost my geog common test papers.
i lost almost all the worksheets.
my whole geog file is screwed lah.

i need my pen!
oh beloved not even 1 day old pen,
i will miss you.

urghs.
i'm just gonna screw up and die lah.

2005-10-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

OHMYGAWD.

geog file.
>.<

let me die.
oh douglas.

2005-10-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWD.
hannah wong is dead serious.
>.<

sweets galore!!

i bought so many packets of sweets.
i'm going to share it with the class on friday.
1/5 JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

we can prove the world wrong. (:

oh fats.
i stood on the weighing scale and
i almost thought my eyes were playing tricks.

bibiana, please don't go for recess with me.
don't remind me of food.
if i ever complain i'm hungry,
just tell me to drink water.
and recess time, try to make me stay
in the toilet for a longer time OK!

and when we're in the canteen,
just keep complaining bout how yucky
the friggin food is. (:

and lunch time,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
remind me to save money and eat less.

bibiana, i'm counting on you.

fats oh fats.
you are so going away.

SKITTLES! HERE I COME!

2005-10-02T12:20:00.000+08:00

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2005-10-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

i don like passerbys.
i don like anonymouses.
i don like unknowns.

wanto tag, leave your name.
okay?

bleughs.

every morning, i wake up,
and i find my hair a disaster.
WHY ALWAYS LIDDAT DE.

my mum says cause the layer too short,
so the next time i cut,
i told the aunty longer.
but it still happens!!

so pissed off.
going to cut joi chua's hairstyle.
hopefully it'll be better.

once again,
i'm not doing my tuition homework.

my bar of snickers is still in the fridge.
miracle. i haven't touched it.
im eating it on my way to tuition.
teehees ((:

______________

you suck up to the whole world.
you act like a total bitch.
you think you won? no.
you're the biggest loser.

i despise you.

x

when my phone is old enough to change,
i'm gonna get a camera phone,
with a nice nice camcam like liying's.
den i'm gonna photoblog EVERYDAY.
and my bandwidth will just explode.

and i will be so happy.

(:

2005-10-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

YAY!
new blogskin. teehees x)
ITS GREEN!

my gawd.
too much jerelyn influence.
im starting to like green!
fwahahahas.

green is good for your eyes.
enjoy! (:

2005-09-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

people who really want the song,
please try other means to get it ok.
i really have probs with my acc lah.
why'd u think i don't have a song
on my own blog as well?

stop tagging as diff ppl thinking i donno who you are lah.
i can always check your i.p add okay.

whatevers.
like me or not,
blogskins are my interest,
doing blogskins' my hobby.
what you think, doesn't concern me.
i do what i like, you don't control me.
you have no rights.

just go away.

chinese paper today. (:
compo was quite okay.
at least i thought it was okay lah.
cause i wrote a friggin long essay.
hope i din go out of point.

the compres were quite difficult.
kinda difficult to understand.
ohwells, i tried.

next week no papers.
grab the time to revise more!
geog oh geog.

hais.

i did up my profile on blogskin liao!
its all greenish. x)
wahahahahahahs.
i'm starting to like green!

im gonna change my blogskin to green!
TEEHEES~

2005-09-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder..
how come some people get so much freedom.
can get to chase idols,
go everywhere they want,
without having a single care.
and how come they don't get nagged at.

its so unfair.

when i grow up,
i will get the freedom i want.
i will do all the stuffs i wanna do.
i will not be controlled.
i will be happy.

this so reflects on today's compre passage 1.
):

need to breathe.
need to take a deep breath.

2005-09-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

today's english paper.
kinda screwed up lah.
my compo was so idiotic and stupid.
wonder what i was thinking lah.
whatevers.

then the paper 2 was quite okay.
again i screwed up the summary.
who cares, its over.

blahblahs.

then i invented PAWKY PIG. (:
but mrs terence made me throw it away. ):

okay lah.
i wasn't suppose to waste the paper.
i wasn't suppose to draw during the exam.
i wasn't suppose to take the paper.
so i threw my PAWKY PIG away.

regrets.

urghs neverminds.
can always draw again. hehehs.

tomorrow's chinese paper.
hopefully i do okay.
i don't wanna screw up again.

think damn a lot of people gonna do
much much better than be liao.

see them take so many pieces of paper.
then i still have access paper
from the original no. they gave to all.

good lah. all sure write long long.
then my stupid essay will like die lah.

congrats ellise. =x

blahblahs.
just try my best lah.

not raelly in the exam mood ley.
just treating it like normal common test.

can't believe it.
everyone's so tense bout it.
and i'm..

oh pawky pig. ):

2005-09-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

NEVER THE MINDS.
urghs.

tomorrow's engulishy paper.
seriously, i din do anything to prepare.
i'm unprepared. and.. no confidence.

and friday's cheenaishy paper.
seriously, think i'm gonna screw up.
i'm even more unprepared.
even more no confidence.

then comes geegoofary.
and seeoncee.
and mathomatixis.
and then the rest of the useless stuffs.

screwed up shit.

i hope i don't deprove.
at least stay the same.

don't feel in the exam mood at all.
just feel.. normal.
even though i know blardie well the exams are here.

GO ME~

2005-09-27T19:22:00.000+08:00

IM A HAPPY HAPPY PERSON. =)
i passed my piano exam!
122. MERIT~
daaaaaaas~
although i din maintain my distinction,
I STILL GOT A MERIT.
and i din really practise for that
period of preperation time lah.
so.. can get merit damn gd liao lah. heh.

TO ALL THOSE YOU THOUGHT I'D FAIL,
~~FUCK YOU.~~ I PASSED WITH A MERIT.

=D
hahahahaha.

why is it that things always have to be like dat.
i don't want chapter 17.
but i really think there's gna be chapter 17.

daaaaaaaaaaaaas.
shit larh.
supposed to study hard.

settle all these AFTER exams.

meanwhile,
EVERYBODY,
JIA YOUS FOR EOY!

=)

wo de kuai le, ni quan bu dai zou.

2005-09-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

what's the point of all this.
it has no significance.
its just a name. =/

dadeedumdums.

got my stuffs from ms chua le.
going to revise loaddddds.
damn scared.

bibiana is SELFISH.
she doesn't let ppl like who she likes.
and she claims jj's HERS.
-PUKES-
he belongs to all his fans okay.
HERH`
=P

tml got cme ley.
wonder who else's gonna perform.
wonder if anyone else's wld be better.
HEHEHEHESS.
damn pain whacking yourself lah. -.-

blahblahblahs.
blog later or sth lah.
when i think of sth to blog. hehs.

SNICKERS AND MARS RAWK. =D

wang bu liao, ye fang bu xia.
mei you ren neng xiang ni yi yang.

2005-09-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

i wanto change blog url ley.
but then i'm too lazy to go ask
everyone to relink and stuffs.
bleughs. forget it.

I LOVE SNICKERS AND MARS.
yumyums.
i just finish a bar of snickers.
ooh love the peanuts. wahahahas.
but i still think MARS's nicer.
chewy squishy soft soft wan.

daisy bought cyndi's cd with
all the dances de. hip hip hurrays.
we're gonna learn em all. whooo!

lalalalahs.

replies to tags:

sandra - WAHAHAHS. u blur lah. sabdra LOL.

hannah - IM NORT AH PEH OK. i so rawk the whole world lol.

amanda - ZI LIAN MONSTER! wahahas. long time no see your tag le. i flooded you! wahahas. jia yous for eoy too!

liying - yeah you jia you too! after eoy lets smuggle snickers and mars to the bandrm and eat behind the whiteboard LOL.

FATMAN - I AM NOT ELEPHUNK F YOU. lol. stupid celtic. lols. thanks lah.

hannah - OKAY LETS WATCH SOON!

allyssa - HELLO ALLYSSA! wahahahs. you're actually talking to me LOL. im so touched. nice to meet you!

met - YOU ARE HERE! wahahs. you take care too.

sarah - LOLS you copy me lah stupid. lols.

prunella - thanks!

=)

mei you ren hui xiang ni yi yang.

2005-09-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

all of a sudden,
i have so much interest in bio stuffs.
looked through my science textbooks,
and i realise that.. i enjoy most of the
bio topics compared to the others.

BIO RAWKS.

maybe i'm under the influence of
FA YI X DANG AN.
that's why.
but bio's fun.
all the dna and cells stufs.
WHOA.

need to revise loads for my chinese lah.
going to miss chua for more zao ju practises
on monday. hopefully i have the time. yeah.

next week's the language papers liao.
gotta go rmb formats for letter writing,
summary tips and notes and stuffs. bleughs.

must not slack at this kind of time.
have to jia you jia you jia you le! x)
to everyone out there, jia you too!

must at least mantain my
3rd position in class. haha. must not slack!
though i somehow feel i'm dropping lah.
but eoy shows your ranking in level mah.
whoa. ~~excitingness.~~

>.<

NEED TO WORK HARD!

nobody blogged on bonker`dds
for like damn long time le lah.
shall go make the blog alive again. YAY!

work hard ellise!
don't give up ellise!
do it for yourself, not others.

i'll wear a smile and walk in the sun.
=)

2005-09-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

yabbadabbadoo!
you've changed. really changed.
don't know who you are anymore.
maybe you just wanna impress her,
maybe that's what you really are.
but..
FLINTSTONES!
i really don't know the reason.
nobody knows bah, i suppose.
but you're friggin screwed can.
nobody likes you anymore.
neither do i.
best cartoon of all time. HAHA.
i LOVE THE FLINTSTONES!
the stone car that runs on legs.
my gawd. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
reminds me of when childhood. LOL.

YABBADABBADOO!

2005-09-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

WORK HARD.
STUDY HARD.
RESULTS HARD HARD.

PLAY HARD HARD.

next wk's lang papers le.
need to do more chinese rev
and english summaries and compre le.
GONNA PROVE TANBH WRONG. xD

whoooo.
daddy's bdae today!

HAPPY BDAE DADDY!

he won't read it anyway. hehehs.

our cme was a success.
i'm so so so happy. wahahas.
but it hurts. =x LOL.

glad the class liked it. hehes =)

2005-09-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

YING QI MING YAN.

mei tian yao zuo 3 jian shi.

1. yao xiao.
2. yao wei xiao.
3. yao HA HA HA HA da xiao!

=)

GE DOU! <3

2005-09-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

thank you miss loh.
i love you to bits. =)

AS IN MISS VICKI LOH.

i found the notes you gave us during midyrs.
i'm happy happy happy.
i have confidence in stuff miss loh gives us.
therefore i'll have more confidence
after reading it. =)

whoooo~ i rule the world please.
hahahahahahahahahaah!

LAUGHING GAS LAH.
never laughed so much in a day before.
all thanks to daisy and jerelyn lah.
toopidity. =x

GOOD LAH.
GOT WINGS LIAO.
CAN FLY LIAO LAH.
NOW WANTO LIDDAT.
FINE LAH!

..
...

...

..

...

GOU LE ARH.

=x

hhahahahahahahahahaah!!
shh.

2005-09-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

OMFG.
i am going to DIE.

2005-09-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

IGNORES.
i really don't know what's happening lately.
ohwells. maybe we're just un-okay.
well everything seems un-okay lah.
blahblahs. x)
going to blog less often le.
eoy's like.. next week? =/
gotta work hard!

no more 5 posts a day.
NO MORE!
not going to waste time rubbishing le!
going to JIA YOU JIA YOU!

i'm going to prove mrs neo wrong.
going to prove loh lo wrong.
going to prove everybody who
thinks i'm gonna screw up and die
WRONG!

oh yes.
i rule the world. =)

2005-09-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

school's a bore.
tomorrow's geog common test.
damn scary.
i don't wanna end up having a c5 again.
i don't wanna screw up. =(

well, my chinese ct is screwed up though.
actually the marks still okay loh.
thanks to the darn project. urghs.
the project was done in such a haste.
and the project marks took 30%.
how nice.

lesson learnt.
next time, take projects seriously.

blahblahblahs.
not supposed to use the com before 8.
waahahas. shall go now.
revise geog!
>.<

JIA YOU JIA YOU! xD

2005-09-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

I AM SO FRIGGIN GONNA MISS CAMELIA. =(

toilet girl!
when you leave nxt year,
cathechism classes are gna be so boring.
and yah. its damn sad lah.

i'm gonna have to go for another 3 years
of boring cathechism classes without you.
i'm so going to die.
saddeningness.

WE HAVE TO HAVE A FAREWELL PARTY!
or or at least something tgt before you go.

I WILL MISS YOU TOILET GIRL!

boohoos. =(

tomorrow's monday AGAIN.
urghs.
i don wanna go to school.
i'm sleepy and tired.
I DON WANNA GO LAH~

din revise for my blardie geog lah.
going to die on tuesday.

blahblahs.

2005-09-18T17:52:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAS IM SO HAPPY.
COUSIN AND I USING THE SAME BLOGSKIN.
woooo~ happy happy. lols.

i have wounds and cuts everywhere.
on my leg, my arms, my toes, my fingers.
everywhere also have lah! O_O
its so dumb.
wonder what i do. -.-

PEOPLE OUT THERE.
stop being so darn despicable lah.
anyhow kope people's codes.
wtf is wrong with you loh.
can't you just politely ASK the person
for it or send the file to you.

what is so wrong with you lah.
urghs.
RIGHT CLICK IS DISABLED.
no way you're stealing my codes again.

if you want songs on your blog,
upload by yourself.
stop stealing.

you're downright ugly.

go away.

2005-09-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

whooo~ new blogskin!
i did it on my own kks! haha.
COUSIN AND I USING THE SAME SKIN!
wahahahahas. xDD

used many dif brushes.
very very pinky. hehehehs.
hannah's gonna be jealous. lol.

okieees~
HI-5 COUSIN! wahahas.
x)

2005-09-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

people like ME should just shut up.
shut up and stop complaining so
much about how bad and idiotic you feel.

why?

cause there are millions of people
out there who are seriously
much worse off than you. and like..
what is the stuff you're going through
compared to their suffering?

its dumb self-centredness.

i'm not saying that you can't feel sad.
you can't feel lost.
you can't feel like giving up.
but come on,
its not the end of the world lah.

tomorrow's just gonna be another day.
tomorrow's still gonna come.
tomorrow won't disappear.

if you think you should just die,
then what for say so much?
go die lah.

enough said.

urghhys.
i sound mean.

2005-09-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAE AUDREY!

HAPPY BDAE TIFFY!

whooo~
so many ppl's bdae in september.
blahblahs.

today's a long day.
we went to RV for the mid-autumn thing.
it was quite boring lah.
but the singing part was fun.
jerlyn and hannah enjoyed it a lot.
they were so so super enthu and all. haha.

bibiana went to buy her mum's prezzie!
before going to RV lah.
and we bought ziming's prezzie too.
WAHAHAHAHAS.
hope he likes it.

even though its damn lame lah.

we went to may fashion and we saw..
A SUPER GIGANTIC COMB!

hahahahaha!
its 2.50.
i'm gonna buy it some time. LOL.
its so damn cool lah. hahaha.

HAPPY 300TH POST!

my gawd. i got damn a lot of posts lah.
all the rubbish!
WO DE XI NU AI LE!
wahahahas.
i love my blog! =D

2005-09-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

ni shi wo de guardian angel! <3

fwahahahas.
i love love love junyang!
=D

56 is going to aes lah!
COUSIN GETS TO SEE THEM.
i'm jealous. freaking jealous.
how come nobody comes to my school?
except for some fei yue people.

=(

FEAR NOT.
bibiana's gonna join jue dui superstar.
then next time she'll go back to css. HAHA.
go bibiana! i'll vote for you de! >.<

blardie spontaneous writings.
urghs.
my eng results are so screwed.
thanks to some VERY GOOD teacher.

going to RV tomorrow for some
mid-autumn fest thing.
maybe i'll see beishan/guokai/others there.
WHOOOS~

oh yes. and my geog.
its so darn screwed up too.
saddening.

blahblah.
wanto change blogskin le. hehehs. =x

GONE-

2005-09-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

TOP 15 RATED LEY!
AND I'M 13. O_O

ACHIEVEMENT OF THE YEAR.

ahems*

geog pre commontest tml!
arghhs.
i'm gonna die.
boohoos.

msn's not working.
as in on my com lah.
so don't think someone posted this for me.
hehehehs.

GONNA GO STUDY LE.

i'm gonna show lohmf i can do it.

=)

not.

2005-09-13T21:04:00.000+08:00

blahblahblahblahblahs.
freaking composition.
i don't wanna do lah.

still have to go do all my spontaneous writings.

nothing better to do arh.
check books for wad lah.
freaking school.
check so much for wad.

oh greats.
i can't find them anymore lah.

don't like being dis-organised.
but so wad..
i'm too lazy to do filing lahhhh~

hell.
fuck hell school.
i made the biggest mistake in my life.
going to commonwealth.

i hate everything.
bibiana's joining jue dui superstar. =D

2005-09-13T18:54:00.000+08:00

i hate it.
i really really hate it
when the whole darn world
keeps asking you

WHY.

how i'm feeling.
what i wanna do.
what i'm gonna do.
its none of your ~~fucking~~ business.

questions and more questions.
answer them yourself.

i hate this.
and now the darn cbox ain't working.

whatever lah.

2005-09-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

You're a Gryffinclaw!: You are a determined and
intelligent person who is used to getting your
own way all the time. You are very passionate
about your beliefs and will defend them until
your last breath. Often Griffenclaws work as
lawyers or activists because they have feel so
strongly about a certain subject. You feel that
knowledge is to be used in a practical way and
you often have a very low tolerance for people
you consider of low intelligence. Although you
aren't a social butterfly, you don't have
trouble making fiends, people are usually drawn
to you. Your weakness is that sometimes you can
be insensitive, you're too busy being witty
that you don't realize that you're hurting
peoples' feelings, often your friends. With the
wit of a Ravenclaw and the passion of a
Gryffindor you can face all your battles in
life head on!

Which Mix of the Hogwarts Houses are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

2005-09-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

almost everyone's abandoning their blogs to study.
and me? i'm posting everyday!

and s'more all the rubbish lah.

not done with my geog yet!
arghs. pissed off shit.
WANT TO DIE DIE DIE!

i have a sudden craving for french fries.
fwahahahahas.
I WANT FRENCH FRIES!

blahblahblahs.

its been kinda long since i've touched tawny.
URGHS.
need to practise lahhh~
if not i'm bound to forget everything.
and go back to square one. -.-

BIBIANA'S GOING FOR JD SUPERSTAR CONCERT LAHH~

im so darn jealous lah.
good lah.
get to go.
i don't even dare ask my mum loh.
blardie hell.

ohwells, as i said to bibiana,
i shall not get too siao over ou xiangs.
its not good. =)

bibiana's joining jue dui superstar!
and maybe by then,
she'll be my ou xiang lah! hehehs. =D

STUDY!

2005-09-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

SCREAMS.
JUMPS.
WOBBLES.
KICKS.
SLAMS.
SHOUTS.
WHACKS.
SHIVERS.
STOMPS.
RAWRS.

i so feel like tearing my book apart.
apparently, NOTHING from the damn book
is getting into my head.

and to think i promised my mum an A.

SMART MOVE.

i'm so so addicted to the tv.
seriously a WRONG time to borrow
the vcds from mandy.

and now i so wanna know what happens next,
and i so know i have to study.

damnit.

2005-09-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

actually.. sometimes,
being alone's kinda cool.
=)

school re-opens tomorrow!
and i'll have to face loh lo again.
i still have undone homework!
arghs.

hopefully neoneo allows me to hand in my math after school or something.
boo.

i don't like school lahhhh~
lohlo's bound to nag nag nag nag nag.

and i still haven't got my dad to sign the damn progress report thing.

shit lah.

2005-09-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to blog about.
the whole day i haven't blog..
and i was starting to miss blogging.

and now i'm like..
staring at the damn screen..
dunno wad to blog about.

i wanto watch san ge hao ren.
but don think anyone wanna go with me.
jerelyn thinks its not nice.
don feel like going with the bonker`dds anyway.

but it'll be nice if they wanna go with me.
i doubt it anyway. =(

neverminds!
if nobody wants to go with me,
i shall just go ALONE.
=D

i'm joking.

from next week onwards,
i'm gonna work hard!
mug mug mug!
spend more time mugging!
i'm gonna get good results!

=)
ELLISE,

GAMBATTE!
JIA YOU JIA YOU!

2005-09-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

replies to tags;

cheryl - you take care loads too huhs! er jie hao! wahahas. bhb gang rawkx.

bibiana - you're joining okays! you're gonna! wahaha. >.< nahmind. just lend me yours. i just wanna read the junyang part only. HAHA!

jiahui - come cou re nao!

chris - good idea! haha. i try nxt time loh. =D

[#]yinG`` - yeah i play oboe. HELLO!

emmaline - YOUR JUNIOR LEY! haha. kay loh! go try to do one soon. =)

opened the cd drawer and took out loads of cds that i haven't been listening to for a long long time.

LINKIN PARK

went up to the 3rd floor and blasted.
BEST LAH. =D
damn shuang.

rock is nice.
linkin park's fabulous.
I LOVE THEM AGAIN.

2005-09-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

i don't get it.
WHY ARE YOU SO UNFAIR?!

don't i even have the right to be unhappy.
can't i do what i like?
can't i on the aircon and do my work on the sofa?

there's no law that says no.
why do you have to?

yah rights.
like you ever give a damn about how i feel.
its all about your precious son.
and i'm just..
here for you to torture?

i bet watching me be unhappy makes you so satisfied.

you don't care, so why should i?
i find ways and means to piss you off.
I DON'T CARE.

no matter what,
i'll always be the irritating one,
the one who's always in the wrong,
the stupid idiotic one,
the useless one in your eyes.

so why should i try so hard?

no more rubbish.
no more.

i do what i like and what i want.
you don't ~~fucking~~ force me.

2005-09-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

I WANTO LEARN DANCE!
DANCE DANCE DANCE!

my mum says..
"you can go after your exams.."
and and and..
"just go learn one mth okay.. when school reopens you better study hard! next year streaming you know.."

ONE MONTH.
ohwells, at least its better than nothing.

DANCE DANCE DANCE!!!
I WANTO LEARN TO DANCE!

x)

bibiana's joining jue dui superstar!
wooooo~
gambatte! =)

wahahahs.

2005-09-09T09:27:00.000+08:00

shit it.
i forgot to buy the i zhou kan te bao.
and it was like out 1 week ago.
and i thought it was this week's.

AM I SLOW OR WHAT?
effing hell.
i want my own copy lah.
then can admire my junyang everyday.
neverminds.
read bibiana's. =(

i had the weirdest dream ever.
i dreamt that my bro and his friends
are fans of junyang too.
then like they're going to his a/s.
then i'm like begging them to help me get his autograph.

blahblah.

then they go and suddenly they and junyang became the best of friends.
O_O

TOO MUCH SUPERSTAR THOUGHTS.

then i dreamt that the 6 of us went to join.
and bibiana won.
and she was like the 4th superstar
at the amazing age of 16 years old. -.-'

...

i watch too much tv. =)

but seriously, bibiana's gonna join.
and i'm gonna vote her!
wahahahaha. =)

I LOVE JUE DUI SUPERSTAR!

2005-09-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

the abuse of 'x' and 'z'.

some people have really no shame.
the keep thinking that
tyypiingg liike diix iix kkewtt.
but no, it just reflects on how stupid they are.

people who typpe liike diix,
seriously need to start learning their ABCs
from kindergarden.
oh please..

lets see how many spelling errors are there in this tag:

anonymous: fuckk euu larhhxz.euu tiinkk euu berii kewwtt n0rhhxz.euu suckkxz l0rzz.stewwpiidd biitch.euu stewpiidd pr0stiitute.g0 fuckkxz biibiianna lahhxz. euu aall biitch lahhxz.fuckkiingg lesbiianxz.

its fuck. not fuckk. nor fuckkxz.
its you. not euu.
its think. not tiink.
its very. not berii.
its cute. not kewwtt.
its stupid. not stewwpiidd.
its bitch. not biitch.
its prostitute. not prostiitute.
its bibiana. not biibiianna.
its all. not aall.
its fucking. not fuckkiingg.
its lesbians. not lesbiianxz.

WOW! CONGRATULATIONS!
you've spelt 'anonymous' and 'go'
correctly!! that's like 2 words out of donno how many.

don't you think you deserve a medal or something?
like WOW. seriously.
you're like so impressive!

...

please lah.
if you're fucking unhappy with anything,
just say it out with your name there lah.
wanna scold people,
then don't even dare to leave your name.
who's the coward around here loh.

aren't friends allowed to love each other?
then what? hate each other and call him/her your friend?

that's ridiculous.
doesn't mean you love your friend
who's a girl means you're a lesbian lah.
and how can lesbians be prostitutes?

you're like such a big loser can.
you can't spell,
you don't even have the courage
to leave your name,
and you're the acting cute one.

typiingg liike thiis doesnn'tt makke euu kewtt.

if you're so unhappy
with stuffs around here,
feel free to click the [X] on the top right-hand corner.

=)

thanks for visiting.

2005-09-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

i'm bored bored bored.
i'm stuck at home with my huge pile or homework.
its been like 1 hr 30 mins and i'm still doing the blardie ying yong wen.
shit it.
i donno what to write.
i'm gonna end it.

jerelyn, i stole your pencil by accident.
paiseh. return to u tml.

i wanto go and die.
i don wanto do my homework.
especially the blardie maths.
i dowan to do lah. shit it.

damn pissed off with my calculator lah.
because i drew so many stuffs on it.
now its so ugly and shitty.
i'm gonna colour it all black.

and i don like green.
and the stupid zuo wen paper is green.
so sickening.
i've been staring at it for like so long.
i feel like puking.
blerughs.

i wanto watch tv.
but all the shows keep repeating.
den all watch before already.
walao.

die die die die die.
stupidity.
die die die.
rot to death.
ahhhhh.

2005-09-08T11:37:00.000+08:00

class gathering!

yesterday's bbq was okay.
not everyone was there.
but it was quite okay lah.
got to see many many people whom
i've haven't met for damn long time liao.

but i don't feel close to pri school friends anymore.
while the others still talk and play with each other,
i just chose to sit there,
and be anti-social.

yes i know its damn asshole.
but talk to them.. like really nth to say lah.
urghs. whatevers.

blahblahblah.
i still got damn a lot of homework left.
- about 16 pages of geog
- 1 english compo
- 1 chinese compo
- maths paper 5

i've done..
- science photosynthesis worksheet
- 14 pages of geog
- 1 chinese compo

so so.. did i miss anything out?

2005-09-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH
ANNIVERSARY!

wooo.
i love the bonker`dds! =D
there's no shit we haven't been through.
but there'll be new shit formulas up ahead.
beware shitness!
we're gonna destroy you!!

-.-
what's that for..

slacked a lot today..
din go anywhere.
just stayed at home and rot.

finished a little more geog.
done my science worksheet.

gonna work on one chinese compo later.

tomorrow going to school.
and then we're gonna do lanterns. O_O
i have seriously no idea how to make one.
so..
go hannah!
make use of your artistic cells!

gaaaaaas~

...

2005-09-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

BIBIANA!
I'M SHUAI-ER THAN YOU LE!

wahahahas. i cutted my hair!
and now i bet im shuai-er than you.

woooo!
i got my slanted fringe.

but i think the back kinda kuku.
as usual. =/

neverminds.
what's done cannot be undone.
hahaha.

IM AM SHUAI-ER THAN BIBIANA!

2005-09-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

WE WENT TO THE ZOO!

we saw many many stuffs.

bibiana!!! we saw the stuffs that go
"i like to move it move it.
i like to move it move it.
i like to move it move it.
you like to.. MOVE IT!"
at the zoooo!!! ahahahahas.

i took pictures of them for you.
damn kawaii.

wonder if i shout "THE FOOZAS ARE HERE!"
will they all run? LOL.

then we saw the SHEEP!
my gawd. the sheep are damn cute.
SHEEP ARE CUTE !

the cows kept moo-ing at daisy.
and the cows were GIGANTIC.
chao big lahhh.

so were the horses.
and the elephants.
and the rhinos.
and the rest of the bigs stuffs.

the creepy crawlies were damn disgusting.

OH OH. then we saw these really cute stuffs.
they were like sitting there altogether.
then whenever jerelyn said "hi.."
they all went "ee eek eek ee eek!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. super cuteeee~

the sea lions were super cute too!
they're so super clever lahhh.
the sea lions were like.. WOW. =D

the butterflies were nice.
but they kept going after hannah.
cause she was wearing bright coloured clothes.
so we all stayed away from hannah. haha.

OH YAAAA.
we saw the pigs tooo!
they were like so out-of shape.
and they're black!! O_O
aren't pigs pink? lol. neverminds.
they're still cute! hehehehehs.

we played at the children's playground.
so so so super fun.
hannah and daisy missed out lahh.
wear skirt lah! den cannot play those
stuffs le. ORBI~!!

wooooo. the zoo is fun!
although its like a total torture to the legs.
wahahahahahas.

<3

2005-09-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

WE'RE GOING TO THE ZOO TOMORROW!
my gawdddd~
i'm so damn excited. wahahahs.

the polar bears!
the donkeys!
the penguins!
the horses!
the elephants!
the monkeys!
the goats!
the whatevers!

WOOOOO~
<3

too bad bibiana can't go.
don't feel left out okayyy!
we're gonna share our zoo experience with you!
don't blame yourself too.
its not your fault that you're teacher's such an asshole.
=)

gotta wake up early tomorrow.

excitingggggness!!!

2005-09-03T12:53:00.000+08:00

subject - mark - grade - expected grade

english language 67.0 - b3 - b3
chinese - 65.3 - b3 - a2
geography (revised) -57.0 - c5 - a2
mathematics - 81.6 - a1 - a1
science - 66.0 - b3 - a2
d & t - 70.0 - a2 - b3
visual arts - 60.0 - b4 - b3

attendance: 45/46
cca attendance: 13/14
no. of books read: 4
conduct: good

remarks: a pleasant student who is popular with her peers. she needs to continue to put in her best in all the subjects.

WALAO.

need to work harder
(according to priorities)

1) english
2) geography
3) science
4) chinese
5) maths

i feel so sick looking at the english portion.
maybe nothing of this would have happened
if miss v loh din leave loh.

i seriously feel like dying during tanBH's lsns lah.
and i don wanna do her homework.
cause i really hate her.

and now my english is like so screwed up.

and lohLO's really getting on my nerves.
she keeps complaing bout everything i do.
i bet she hates me. so what?
i hate her too.

and lohMF is like.. blardie hell.
i don't get a single thing she's teaching.
and she's.. yah. actually not teaching lah.
i don't like her teach less learn more
method. its too.. too much independence.

and chinese. huang lao shi's nice.
but she doesn't teach very well loh.
and the blardie class is SO NOISY
during chinese lessons.
wtf can we learn loh.

maybe i should just do it for MY SAKE.
and not do stuffs beacuse of the teacher.

i like the tcher, i do the work.
don't like, don do.

no such rubbish anymore.
i'm gonna do well.

2005-09-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

weilian won.
i expected it. ohwells.

i suddenly like making blogskins.
WAHAHAHAHAAHA. xD
kinda fun seeing how people like and dislike wad you do. lol.

no band today.
went to jec long john with jer, han and bibi.
then went to the library.
hannah got her photoshop book.
i doubt she'll figure anything out anyway.
hahaha! i'm evil. =x shh.

nowadays got no topic to blog about lah.

oh yes. school holidays.
end of term 3.
my results are like shit.
i told my mother, she told me off.
i'm feeling so bad now.

i'm gonna work hard.
i'm gonna do well for endofyr.

i can do it de.

blah

n.a.t.o
no action; talk only.

2005-09-01T14:17:00.000+08:00

1st september.

TODAY'S THE FINALS!

kelly jia you jia you!
you can do it! =)

wooo. even though no tix,
i'm gonna watch at home!

jj will be there!
junyang will be there!
sin huey will be there!
all the others will be there!
WOOOO!

GO KELLY ! <3

2005-09-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

《 MUSIC 让我更精彩》
“绝对Superstar” 主题曲

这一次还有谁　　
能够陪在身边不会累让我唯一的梦想　
不会再一次轻易破碎　不会后悔

做好准备　只有面对没有后退
绝对魅力的舞台　这一刻唱出我的未来
Music 让我更精彩

所有快乐不能经过彩排
你应该明白我的等待
And this is the time 要和你同在
你的视线不要再离开

所有机会错过不会再来
我要你看见我的存在
And U made me alive 要和你同在
And let the music 让我更精彩

你的出现给我依赖
站在你的前方　迎接你的目光
手不要放开让梦飞起来
把心中的爱释放出来

这一次还有谁　　
能够陪在身边不会累让我唯一的梦想　
不会再一次轻易破碎　不会后悔

做好准备　只有面对没有后退
绝对魅力的舞台　这一刻唱出我的未来
Music 让我更精彩

<3